Finally, from you, I received my answer.
The answer, bringing thorns, pierced through my heart.
I never loved anyone like this, and yet hated them for what they did.
Hurting me me like no one did before.
I've taken enough wounds to take one more.
Your answer, straight and painful, bringing me more sorrows.
I've cheered up a bit, always attempting to let go.
And you just let me cry again.
I know its stupid to cry for you.
But I can't resist, the pain you've given is more than you could imagine.
You may think, short duration relationship breakup may not hurt much.
But for me, this is the shortest relationship I've been with someone.
But its the most painful one I had.
Crazily, I'm still finding ways to hook you back up.
Some of my friends supported, and some say its pointless.
I'm stupid and sometimes annoying, I know.
But its my nature, and I care the ones I loved most.
You can't stop me from being who I am, but you can change me for being who you want me to be.
I'm tired.
Tired of thinking, thinking what to do.
Tired of wondering, wondering what will you do.
Tired of guessing, guessing are you still there.
Tired of being unusuall, unusuall liking someone I'm tired to.
Tired of you, tired of your lies.
But, even if you have let go of me, i'll still be there when you needed.
Until who knows when.
To me, you're the sun.
Providing me energy to continue my life.
Now you're fading away, I'm losing myself.
Breakups is the start of despair and sorrow, but if given a chance, before the end, I choose to love you once again.
Bleeding,
Wayne
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