Lets make this short and straight to the point.
I broke up with my girl, and i'm sad.
If i'd knew this was coming, I won't start a relationship with her.
I'm lucky, I still had a bunch of friends supporting me.
Like Rouxin Mui, Chantele Mui, and Yann, who supported me quite alot.
I still feel sad though, cuz I still can't let go.
I may be laughing outside, but crying inside.
Today, I went to Times Square with Chantele Mui and her friends.
I wanted to have fun, but I couldn't.
My smile was stiff, happiness was fake.
The same reason I wrote this.
Although I can't be happy, but it did cheered me a little.
Why should I EVER cry for you?
I'm not wrong, in any direction, any way.
Although this relationship didn't last long.
It lasted 5 days 8 hours 45 minutes and 32 second.
More than half of the 45 minutes I still can't take the fact we broke up.
So I counted it in.
You said your mom found out about us.
I could figure it was a lie, after your friend told me that.
If its just that, why breakup?
We could still run a low profile and stay together, until god knows when.
I wanted to know the reason, why the lie?
But you NEVER told me why.
You're still hurting me eventhough we're not together.
Why should this end this way.
I wanted the reason for the death of my heart against you.
But you're so selfish to tell me the reason.
I asked again and again, again and again.
But all I get is nothing but your friends call not to bother you any more.
FINE! If this is what you wanted, you get it!
I swear to god I'll not answer you in any damn way until I get my answer.
FOREVER!
5 days we're together.
I couln't understand why you can do so much damage to me.
Maybe you're special, unlike those that I are with once.
But for once, I had to treat you this way.
The hardest thing I could do to my ex.
You said you were sorry, but I couldn't accept it.
Its too hard for me too accept it, I would rather die than accepting it.
But I don't want to die, so I choose not to accept it.
Love is like mountain climbing, the higher you go the happier you are, and the higher you are the more pain taken when you fall.
You took me climbing Mt. Everest, took me up to the top, and pushed me down.
In tears,
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
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