Changes occur.
Occur in any rare occasions.
There's a change.
I don't know its a big one or just a wee bit.
It happened, soundless.
As silent as death.
Its hard to explain.
Even my mind is telling me to stop.
Stop thinking of it.
Thinking of the sudden changes.
I realised I'm a grown kid now.
Not to cry for what I want anymore.
Not to hide behind peoples when I am scared.
I am, Wayne.
I musn't be a coward no more.
Being the wimp I used to be.
The pain I once beared.
Is helping me, in some ways.
Yet it will never be the same again.
Being myself, or not myself.
Does it matter?
I don't think so.
Thing is, I don't even know when.
When am I behaving like myself.
Which one is really me.
I'm a lone soul.
A soul walking lifelessly.
As if invisible, unnoticable.
Cursed by fate.
To be this way.
Sworn to be free from the curse.
I believe that fate is in my own hands.
It is my choice to change it.
Not to be controlled by fate.
The change.
Is it a positive or a negative change?
I don't know.
It is unexpected.
The change comes with a chance.
Or could be said a hope.
The hope found me actually.
Under unexpected situations.
And yet I still got on to hope.
And followed hope.
And hoped to make hope reality!
Yet I got stuck with hope.
Hope did not reply.
I wished that things get right with hope.
So I can own hope.
Big ambitions comes with big dreams which is related by a big hope.
Think the other way, or from another point of view.
The more you have, the larger responsibility it is.
The only reason getting mad is to let people know what you think. Am I ever mad?
If its pointless being alive, why not just die?
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
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