I started this sick.
Food poisoning, cause unknown.
Lying on bed whole day.
Until I started climbing up for this.
There's always a reason for me writing.
I never write without a good reason.
Headache in tormenting me now.
Ignoring that I continue.
Cause I like you too much.
And I'm addicted to you.
Smiles upon your face is like sunshine to me.
Stolen heart now belong to you, even if you don't know.
I'm so into you.
Last wish is to be with you.
Only I know what I want.
Vary girls for me to choose.
Endless possibilities optionized.
You are the one I choose.
Only you, and you only.
Understanding it may not be eternal.
I have nothing to lose loving you.
Just burdens while waiting for your answer.
And anxiety looking at you, but not talk to you.
Having you in my sight, but not mine.
I would not be mad if your answer is no.
We could still be friends right?
Although it may take some time to get you out of my mind.
Who cares?
Ok, maybe you care.
But you can't care much as well, its my mind.
Only my heart lies to you.
I'm still waiting.
Always waiting.
Even if the answer is no.
I just need the answer thats all.
Its like 1,2,3 everything have its steps. Just like me loving you.
Its painful waiting, and fatal if the answer is never given.
Wayne.
My world turned black and WHITE @
10:26 PM
10:26 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
For once I couldn't believe it.
I said it out.
The magic word.
Which is definitely impossible for me to say.
"I love school!", I just said it.
I'm in 4 science 3.
Its a science class!
With 3 bloody A's I got in!
Well, its worth the pain actually.
At least I worked day and night for it.
Although I told most people I barely studied.
Dramatical isn't it?
Why love school?
Its not the subjects I like.
Although Biology, Physics and Chemistry are fresh to me.
Additional Mathematics as well.
The other still sucks, except my beloved subject, English.
Well, the subjects are nice, I mean the new ones.
My english teacher in Miss Lian.
Not too shabby. but her pronounciation kinda suck.
My biology teacher Mr. Ebenzer A.K.A. Energizer.
He's an interesting one.
Barged into class and creating non-stop laughter.
Other two I still can't memorize their names.
My class teacher and Modern Maths teacher, Mr. Nik Ahmad.
He's an interesting one too!
He looks serious when he lies to joke us, dead serious.
But people say he doesn't teach well.
Well, only time proves that point, as school term just started and we didn't really get a lesson yet.
Our Add-Maths teacher is Mr. Wong, he is a busy man, also the student advisor in our school.
He never put a smile on his face, ever!
Maybe joker had a way how...
New school term means new hope for me!
Being lazybug for 5 years already.
I'll try my best to spray those bugs with Ridsect or whatever.
I already had my second warning letter.
I sure hope not to get my third this year.
Or else I'll be in deep shit for being dipshit.
I've learnt new lessons:
Winning isn't everything, its the only thing!
It doesn't matter if you win or lose, it only matters if I win or lose.
What is mind? No matter. What is matter? Never mind!
It takes two to lie. One to lie and one to listen.
You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is 'never try'.
Quotes are taken from Homer Simpson,
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
9:55 PM
9:55 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 arrives!
What to do?
We can't stop time can we?
So just enjoy while time goes by our shoulder.
For guys, time is like girl actually.
You need to grab hold of it while you can.
Do not waste!
I thought of this when I started writing this blog.
I write my blog following my feelings.
Thats why I can't write daily.
Whenever something happens, my mood and feeling changes.
By then, or should I say before the feeling ends.
Only I could write something I consider nice.
Some of my friends had complaints about my blog.
Its all in english and in formal way.
They're not fond of it.
Some can't even understand what I wrote.
Its not my fault you can't read it.
If I can write this, but you can't read.
Means you're not interested in what I'm writing.
Or just that you lack in english language study.
Most people( chinese I suppose ) prefer their blog in chinese.
But not me, I like english, especially in a formal way.
Don't read if you don't want to!
New year eve was celebrated quite suddenly.
I was stuck at home doing nothing.
Just on my computer online.
Chit chatting with those having same fate as me.
My parents offered me an option actually.
Following them to Uncle Peter's countdown party.
As I know, or could say confirm.
The party won't have a single teen in it.
Just pure uncle and aunties.
So I didn't go, and lucky they didn't force me to go as well.
As I was chatting with my friends.
Discussing how bored it could get.
By the way, did I tell anyone I was easily bored by anything?
I'm playing game as well.
But still boring.
It was New Year Eve and I was stuck at home doing nothing.
Sighs...
Just when it can't go any worse.
I received a phone call from my sister, Chantelle!
She asked me to join her and her friends for countdown.
It was already quite late, so I was thinking of declining her offer.
But she said the venue was around my house.
Well, the only reason I want to decline is because of time.
But since its only a few blocks away, I said ok!
I quickly changed my clothes.
Ignoring my messenger status.
Hair trashed.
I didn't even tell my mom I went out.
I was out, rarely at this time.
It was 10.45p.m.
And I was outside alone walking towards the venue.
And when I reach there.
I was welcomed by sprays on me!
I was creamed badly.
It was my new shirt! Even my mom haven't take a look at it yet!
But who cares? I was having fun after I obtained a can for self defence.
Creamed my sister and her friend badly.
We went to somewhere around Leisure Mall later.
Had a lemonade to quench my thirst.
Why the bill has to be on me?
So unfair!
It wasn't very expensive, so I paid up eventually.
After that we went back to my neighbourhood.
Me and another guy pranked on those girls.
We walked as fast as we can and hid behind a car.
But those girl doesn't seem scared at all.
So we walked out of our hiding spot, not fun at all!
Its a few minutes from new year!
We stood before the firework firing spot.
And we had the moment of our life!
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...
Fireworks all above us!
As the world really stops spinning.
It was amazing!
Later on, the fun ended.
We all headed back home.
I had a special duty to accompany my sis and her friend home.
And headed home myself.
It was truely a special night.
Sorry I ignored some of your messages to those at msn.
The fun isn't how is the result is, its the process which is fun!
It doesn't have to be with your boyfriend/girlfriend to have the happiest moment of your life, you just have to enjoy to have your happiest moments!
Sometime, just think nothing at all, it'll do you good.
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
11:59 PM
11:59 PM