To be told to my readers.
This time it wont be formal.
I wroted in a moody situation.
So please forgive me.
The followings are for my baby.
But if you wish to read, do so, I dont mind.
Firstly, I would like to say.
Baby, I love you.
More than anything else in this world.
I enjoyed chatting with you.
Every single second of it.
Every single words you said.
Everytime I said I love you.
It is for real. From before we are together.
I meant every words I said.
Again, I would like to say, I love you baby.
I loved everything about you.
I loved your eyes, even in the dark.
I loved your face, even if I would never see them in flesh.
I loved you, most of all, for who you are.
You are special, I admit.
Its not the first time I admit.
Loving a girl I never met before.
But this time its for real, I AM SO IN TO YOU!
I cant find a reason why.
I chose not to find it until time comes.
Baby, you talk little.
Very little.
I can ask you a million questions.
And your answer is just a plain ok.
I can tell you how much I love you.
And you reply me, "ok la".
It hurts sometimes.
When I say I love you.
I wished that you would say the same thing back.
When I say I missed you.
I wished that you miss me more than I miss you.
The main reason may be, we don't know each other enough.
I'm building a bridge between us.
Sometimes I feel that you're not helping.
I understand that you want to, but dont know how.
I'm giving out hints to you everytime.
And yet I gain disappointment.
There are words I never would tell you, because I dont wanna hurt you.
There are things I lied to you, because I wont you to be happy.
There are words that I wish to tell, but never tell, because I fear losing you.
There are words that I wish you to tell me, but you never did.
You can ask me anything, as long as you ask.
I have nothing to hide from you.
I love you, I cherish you, I'll hold your heart like no one else.
I cant hold your hand, I feel useless.
You're in trouble, I cant be there with you.
I wish I can take your pain as mine.
I wish to be with you, every single second.
I'm never gonna say goodbye,
Cause I never wanna see you cry,
I swore to you my love would remain,
And I swear it again and I.
I'm never gonna treat you bad,
Cause I never wanna see you sad,
I swore to share your joy and your pain,
And I swear it all over again.
Sometime I may be a little disappointed at you.
But one word from you, a simple I love you.
Melts my heart.
I end here now.
Hope to have a chance to write the second one.
I love you baby. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you!
Yours,
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
8:58 PM
8:58 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
There's always something new.
Yesterday, Valentines.
Day full of love, and romance.
I felt it around me, from the minute I woke up.
Felt something is going to happen.
Its school day, replacement for Chinese New Year holiday.
That week of fun holiday came with an awful price.
School while Valentines.
Drastical, deadly, cursed.
Pulled myself together.
Snapped out of drowziness.
Went to school.
Mr. John gave us a nice speech.
About two types of love.
I forgot which two, but remembered the details about them.
The sexual one, which most boy wants.
And the so-called eternal ones, which most girls dreamt of.
I gave a personal example about both love.
Sexual love is like using a condom.
Use it to have pleasure, then throw it.
Eternal ones, are like artificial foot.
Not as pleasurable as sexual, but it last as long as you live.
Well, the Chinese New Year Event Show.
By our school Chinese Society, was fairly awesome.
Enjoyed being there, although I had much to do.
Enough of yesterday, lets talk today.
Unexpected things happened.
Unexpected means good here.
And I sure hope it stays.
I promised a poem.
My own sonnet.
My own sonnet, written for the one I love.
Summer skies of love,
Zounds of little hopes,
Endless spirits of wonder.
Kisses bound to be taken,
Every second,
Repeating of you.
Malicious you,
Your eyes,
Dig through my heart,
Expect expecting unexpected,
Are yours to be mine?
Really? You said yes.
I am taken.
Liking every bit of you.
Offering my heart.
Very fragile, it is.
Especially in your hands.
Yeah, to or not to break it.
Only you to decide.
Unprotected, I am.
May the sun shines forever, for us and for all.
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
4:38 PM
4:38 PM