To be told to my readers.
This time it wont be formal.
I wroted in a moody situation.
So please forgive me.
The followings are for my baby.
But if you wish to read, do so, I dont mind.
Firstly, I would like to say.
Baby, I love you.
More than anything else in this world.
I enjoyed chatting with you.
Every single second of it.
Every single words you said.
Everytime I said I love you.
It is for real. From before we are together.
I meant every words I said.
Again, I would like to say, I love you baby.
I loved everything about you.
I loved your eyes, even in the dark.
I loved your face, even if I would never see them in flesh.
I loved you, most of all, for who you are.
You are special, I admit.
Its not the first time I admit.
Loving a girl I never met before.
But this time its for real, I AM SO IN TO YOU!
I cant find a reason why.
I chose not to find it until time comes.
Baby, you talk little.
Very little.
I can ask you a million questions.
And your answer is just a plain ok.
I can tell you how much I love you.
And you reply me, "ok la".
It hurts sometimes.
When I say I love you.
I wished that you would say the same thing back.
When I say I missed you.
I wished that you miss me more than I miss you.
The main reason may be, we don't know each other enough.
I'm building a bridge between us.
Sometimes I feel that you're not helping.
I understand that you want to, but dont know how.
I'm giving out hints to you everytime.
And yet I gain disappointment.
There are words I never would tell you, because I dont wanna hurt you.
There are things I lied to you, because I wont you to be happy.
There are words that I wish to tell, but never tell, because I fear losing you.
There are words that I wish you to tell me, but you never did.
You can ask me anything, as long as you ask.
I have nothing to hide from you.
I love you, I cherish you, I'll hold your heart like no one else.
I cant hold your hand, I feel useless.
You're in trouble, I cant be there with you.
I wish I can take your pain as mine.
I wish to be with you, every single second.
I'm never gonna say goodbye,
Cause I never wanna see you cry,
I swore to you my love would remain,
And I swear it again and I.
I'm never gonna treat you bad,
Cause I never wanna see you sad,
I swore to share your joy and your pain,
And I swear it all over again.
Sometime I may be a little disappointed at you.
But one word from you, a simple I love you.
Melts my heart.
I end here now.
Hope to have a chance to write the second one.
I love you baby. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you!
Yours,
Wayne
My world turned black and WHITE @
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