Finally, I ended my misery.
But started my own pain.
The reason is, her.
[F]eelings.
[F]uture.
They both start with F.
But they never work together.
I have to end this.
What is love?
My point of view.
Love is ignoring past.
Love is caring present.
Love is ensuring future.
I can do the front two.
But I see no future between us.
Clear as crystal, we all know I'm realistic.
And my mind surely disallows my soul wasting time.
The heart cries, the mind do.
The ten days of silence.
The last day of exam, will be the day.
I have to do it, it is that day or never.
Intention not to hurt, nor avoid.
But I did both.
Hurt the deepest.
Avoiding everything.
She is anti-social.
I am STUPID.
Too rash.
The days used to get her isn't enough to understand.
When I realized her anti-social.
Too late.
I tried changing her.
But she didn't want to.
Again and again I attempted the change.
Again and again, she either refuse or never even tried.
I am tired.
We cannot live like this.
She's still anti-social.
She's relying on me.
Invisibly, strongly.
I cannot have anyone being so.
I'm a shark.
Shackles kill me.
But she is like SuperGlue.
Elephant glue.
Sticking on everywhere of me.
I have to.
I HAVE TO.
I MUST.
Tear them ALL away.
I now live in peace.
At least.
Of my own mind.
Randoms,
EMO EMO
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