I'm crying every night.
Before I sleep.
People told me to let it all out.
I can't.
I will die.
I know its not good to keep for too long.
But I'm still here alive.
Because, I was told by me that my tears come out from my blood stream.
Realizing Never To Love But Bound To
Fearing Unknown But To Live With It
Dark Rain Outside To Halt My Heart
But I Made Lust Strong To Continue
Courage Took The Pace I Never Would
Step Forward I Refused And Never Continue
For Me For Thy Nothing Have Gained
This poem, written by mood. Never to have feelings to rewrite it.
A special message hidden within. Never to be found out.
Cry I shall.
Randoms,
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
9:52 PM
9:52 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Lately, though barely could be realized.
I lost everything.
I lost love, willingly.
I lost friends, painfully.
I lost confident, slowly.
I lost pride, mostly.
I lost fame, fearfully.
I lost dreams, tearfully.
I lost hope, terribly.
I lost might, doubtfully.
I lost truths, imaginably.
I lost tears, boldly.
I lost sight, possibly.
I lost myself, regrettably.
What I have not truly lost is also me.
I only have my own shoulder to cry on.
Never shall I rely on others.
Never shall I cry for nothing.
Never shall I fear for courage.
Never shall I love for fun.
Never shall I hate for lies.
Never shall I lust for desires.
And never shall I greed for pride.
I am what that I shall never betray.
I am what I shall always love.
Traitors are what I dare repel from my life.
And the others that bear the name of evil.
I trust barely anyone.
I believe only in myself.
Therefore, I believe that I surpass God.
Which only existed in the presence of human.
Randoms,
EMO - Atheist
My world turned black and WHITE @
10:09 PM
10:09 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
I don't like you.
I despise you.
I hate you.
You are a born weakling.
You are just a loser.
The untold truth, but learned
The unbearable pain, but suffered
The terrible unknown, but told
The surge of lust, but lost
The motion plunged, but slipped
The warmth given, but frozen
The hatred given, but loved
What are you seriously?
We need to talk, but how?
Randoms,
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
10:36 PM
10:36 PM
I'm losing my mind.
I'm now nothing but a lifeless idiot.
A fool never known.
Being stupid over nothing at all.
I don't know what to do.
The awkward silence.
The plain silence.
The untold silence.
The total silence.
The isolated silence.
The silence...
I don't like being in silence though I can live alone.
I just need companionship.
Randoms,
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
9:39 PM
9:39 PM