Time slips through, slowly as silent as death.
As death creeps one step closer to every living creature.
Only time or space never changed.
Day 45 of relationship.
It was a sunny day.
The glaring sun shone on my face as I walked under him, showing no mercy.
Though pain was felt as heat pierced through my skin.
But the second I see her, nothing but her heartbeat was felt.
The park, held so much memories.
The time I taught her maths.
The time we sat there and do nothing.
The time she cried in front of me.
After awhile, we then proceeded into my home.
We crept into my room while other family members are still sleeping.
Talked a lot and also, kissed.
As we kissed, I remembered.
Again remember that very moment I turned back for you.
My birthday, you bought me cake.
It was my very first birthday cake ever since I proceeded studies to secondary school.
I remember, it was 6.15am when you handed that cake to me.
I remember, I walked away then stood there for 1 minute.
I remember, I turned back and gave you that ring.
I remember, how happy I was when I ate that cake.
I remember, the moment I have you mine.
Birthday was never this perfect.
Though I never thought or hoped for another birthday like this.
But I'll remember it always.
Two rings, two person, 1 heart, 1 love.
EMO =)
My world turned black and WHITE @
2:18 PM
2:18 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Nothing much to say.
Its day 40.
I can feel the pressure all around school, UPSR (from next door), PMR around 18 days left, and SPM trial for now and later. And that is totally, seriously and absolutely not cool, not cool at all.
Slept awhile in school, woke up and continued my history practice. And got driven off by conversations by the talk-whatever-they-like gang in class. Talked bout horror films, and just by talking it gave me goosebumps. Looks like I have watch-horror-movie-phobia.
After school, waited with my girl for her late came bus. Right, someone ain't very smart today. I know she's just being her, but still not being right at the wrong time.
Been a day without naps. Slightly tired.
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
10:55 PM
10:55 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2010
I'm currently listing out the things that YOU need to know:
As my girlfriend:
1. Whenever I reply late, I'm either watching TV or gaming.
(Don't worry, I quit flirting already)
2. I'm lazy.
(Yup, even when it comes to flirting)
3. I always wake earlier than you.
(In case you needed me, but there may be exceptions)
4. I sleep later than you.
(In case you have insomnia, again with exceptions)
5. I talk to other girls
(Yeah I do, sometime even with flirty words, but its just my way of socializing)
6. Equality
( Everything in my life is important, but you always come first)
7. Logic
(Whenever I clearly messaged you I'm flirting around, its true, I'm flirting you)
8. Guts
(Need a lot to hold your hand, more to hold tighter)
9. Brains
(A little, and a sly way to finally be able to hold your hand)
10. Love
(Doubtless, given the most, source of energy for guts)
As my friend:
1. Friendly
(I am friendly, I have patient, you can always joke with me)
2. Patience
(Even still, patient has its limit, do not piss me off)
3. Backstabbing
(Try not doing so, despite sitting and sleeping, I hear a lot as well)
4. Brains
(Try having them while talking, I'm a brainist)
5. Equality
(Its the same, I treat everyone the same)
6. Guts
(Yeah, you need a lot to talk to me)
7. Intention
(I always know, try not acting dumb)
8. Jokes
(Yeah, I joke and try not being serious most of the time)
9. Serious
(Seriously, know when to be serious)
10. Friendly-love
(Need them too)
I'm done here.
35th day of relationship. ♥
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
10:45 AM
10:45 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Yesterday was a special day, though did not went as planned.
Day 32 of Relationship.
The first day of the new month.
Though we failed to celebrate 1 month in any way.
It was a rainy morning, so rainy it brought chills.
I hoped so badly that the rained stop earlier although it made no change to the plan.
The lust of the feeling seeing her after days of missing.
Plans did not go well, we failed to watch RE: Afterlife
King of Fighters was great anyway.
Then we wandered around...
At last we decided to go to my place.
We watched RE 1 well... We cuddled most of the time.
She refused to watch disgusting scenes.
Weird day, but very special and satisfying.
No words to explain, just love it.
Its not what happened that made me happy, its who I do it with that counts.
Thanks for the day dear~
You're the first, and the last, to let me say so.
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
7:55 PM
7:55 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Nothing to do.
Spamming at my blog.
Down today.
One month with my Dear Kai Li today.
Can't celebrate.
Sad.
Blah blah blah.
Listening to JJ - Bei Dui Bei Yong Bao
Felt like hugging her.
Looks like that I need to wait.
Oh yeah~ New Dumbbell. =D
Workout time!!!!
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
4:16 PM
4:16 PM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Its friday, day 29 of relationship.
I woke up early in the morning, as I planned to go Sunway Theme park with my friends.
Happy stuffs go first.
There's me, Sing Hoe, Sing Ming, William and Chin Hong.
8.45 a.m.
Darn that the timing was early, my brother squirmed up to transport me to Sing Hoe's house.
As I reached, Chin Hong was there already.
After the Sing Brothers finish their breakfast, took of we did.
We waited for William to get to the entrance of Sunway Theme park.
Right... My mood's not in to type out every little thing we did.
The summary is this.
We went water park and had a swim.
Then we played Pirate Revenge and The Lost City Of Gold.
Great fun, and multiple side views.
Ask me what if you wanna know.
Sorry BaoBei for not being able to accompany you much.
And I took pictures with other girl which made you jealous and uncomfortable.
Wont happen again, promise promise promise.
I'll make it up for you next Tuesday.
EMO
Again sorry...
My world turned black and WHITE @
8:14 PM
8:14 PM
Monday, September 6, 2010
Despite reason, take faults.
I should have known.
That talking about exes is a risk in a relationship.
That talking about him will make her cry.
That I would feel really bad if she did cried.
That she would say it isn't my fault then blame herself for everything.
That I would try to make her happy just for that instant.
That she would mind everything.
That she would think that I mind of her past.
Sorries shall not be said, as no need for.
Actions as proof.
That.
I will love you as the first and the last.
I will not make you ever cry again.
I will not feel bad for myself again as long as you are happy.
I will not have you blame yourself, as its neither our fault.
I will make sure you're happy every instance.
We mind for each other.
I definitely don't mind anything about neither's past.
Day 25 it is.
5 more days to our official 1st month.
The past is where we learn our mistakes and never repeat them again.
Love, do understand that you are perfect in my soul, eye, heart.
=)
To love, Kai Li.
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
8:38 AM
8:38 AM
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Day 23 of relationship.
All is well.
Yesterday night, from someone who I need not mention who.
I found out more about my girl and her past.
It is nothing to be proud nor frown for.
But this hurts me quite deeply for the night.
Insomnia haunts me as I think more about the matter.
Yet I am not much of a man living in his past nor his future.
I live for the present, and thinking so finally calmed me and put me back to my slumber.
Morning, 8am.
I met up with her and we walked to the park to gain peace and silence.
As for me, I wanted to talk about the matter as the hole in my heart will not close if I don't.
After I finished talking, she held my arm.
I then heard her sobs, and felt moist on my arm.
She cried, I did not know what to do.
I could only pass her a piece of tissue.
But finally I could stop her tears from rolling down.
I wonder, am I wrong or right?
I made a girl I loved cry...
Later on, we walked in Leisure Mall.
I could feel that we're one step closer to each other.
Loved the feeling that we blindly browsed through every single corner of Leisure Mall.
Random day it was.
Other events,
Phua Chu Kang The Movie rocks! LAUGHS for that. =)
Last week, barbeque with 5s3 guys and some from other classes that helped for the 5s3 Watermaze during carnival, ROCK ON! LOVE BEER! =D
Realized that,
Why do I get more girls to talk with when I am NOT single, weird huh? XD
EMO
My world turned black and WHITE @
6:30 PM
6:30 PM